The Lone Wolf

For a long time, I spent a lot of time gaming on destiny which I put a lot of hours’ worth of playtime into the game. As I talked about in the last blog destiny is a game that brings people together and for a very long time, I was a player that had to home or place to call my home and the truth was I kind of got used to that and normalized that this sense of feeling was the right thing. Maybe when I look back on it now it was stemming from the experience, I had in a former clan sure I would be lying if I said I had all bad memories in that clan cause it wasn’t. A certain drunk raid in a leviathan and a jumping section finished me off that night thanks to a certain clan member you know who you are lol. Which gave me one of the funniest memories of my whole gaming experience which I will always hold close to my heart. But sometimes all things come to an end and  a chapter needs closing as I felt that if I stayed in that old clan it would make me hate playing one of the games I love, sure it wasn’t easy leaving and saying good bye to two of my closest friends who have played a big part in my gaming life and my journey on destiny and where I am now. After I had left the clan there was certain feeling that came into play one of relief and not having to worry and always keep reminding myself can I say this or not without getting my head bitten off. But there was also another feeling there was a feeling of solitude and loneliness, for the first time in years I had no clan or place to call home. As time slowly ticked by more and more each day and I logged into destiny I started to feel more and more empty inside personally I tried to convince myself this was the normal thing. It even got to that stage where I created the Ronin Espada clan with me as its only member so I could try and bring back the memories and feeling of a time I felt content. But it still made me feel empty and lost but you never know when fate will weave its threads that day came when and old friend made me an offer that I could not refuse.

A Lone Wolf No More The Next Chapter

Its now time to share with you all some of the most important people in my life not many people are lucky to have two families but me I can say that I am I have my gaming family and clan Heroes for Hire. I have decided not to name you all in this blog as I have a blog planned later so that I can all give you your moments to shine because you all mean something special to me as clan mates you are pieces of a puzzle in my heart and soul that’s making me the gamer and person I have become since joining Heroes for Hire. Ever since joining my new clan and gaining a new family it’s been a crazy wild ride; I have never felt happier from the conversations we have in our clan discord to teaming up to do activities in destiny. It took me a long while to realize that I have finally found a place to call home and truly belong. No matter what you’re feeling all members of the clan are there for each other if we are having bad days each member is there for each other to support give love care and advice, no matter what time of the day there will always be someone there for you. It makes me so happy and proud that I can help support my other members of the clan with advice and just be there in general for them.

Heroes For Hire The Future And Beyond

As this current blog draws to a close the question is where I see myself and the clan the honest answer is like I said this clan is like my family it fills me with joy and happiness as the clan continues to grow and thrive. I am now happy to say I join some of the most talented and great people of Heroes for Hire as a newly promoted admin. So, this now gives me a chance to welcome watch and guide the new lights of our clan grow and evolve to become another part of the puzzle with makes our clan what it is. The beautiful thing is the clan is just not bound to destiny our clan is a clan that allows creative freedom and the opportunity to play other games and pursue other ambitions and hobbies like streaming mentoring being guides. The clan inspires me to get better work hard improve, and the truth is you all saved me when I needed it the most you gave me a place to belong grow and become who I am today. So my final words to close this blog will be a massive great thank you for Heroes For Hire who I owe everything to I won’t be who I am in destiny without any of you I love you all unconditionally. And as  a close let me close this blog with a quote from a certain anime character whose quote I live by a lot now which is LET’S PUSH PAST OUR LIMITS